“If it is important to you, you will find a way. If not, you will find an excuse.”
I haven’t written in a while because things around here have been crazy busy. With snow days, Max’s new round of IEP meetings, my last formal observation of the year, and professional development classes I feel like I can barely get my head above water. With all that said, things haven’t been all bad and stressful. I’ve still been running, trying (my hardest) to eat healthy, and curb those tendencies I have to completely freak out and run away from the world.
Two weeks ago a couple of amazing things happened, both big and small. Beginning with the big: I completely ran my first 5k! My last race was in November, so I guess you could consider this a “come back” race. My time was amazingly slow, but that didn’t matter. I didn’t come in last, and I ran the whole thing. And no matter how much my legs hurt (in the quest for beer and a bathroom I forgot to stretch), I woke up Tuesday morning and finished three miles. It’s nice knowing that this is becoming a “thing” for me now, a habit that I am not willing to break, something I need to do. My times are still slow and they may never get better, but I don’t care. That’s not what this is about anymore.
Last week-end I took the little for a bike ride and jogged behind them. We went for about a mile before we came to the park. It was then that I realized I had jogged for a mile behind my kids and was not out of breath at all. True, we we’re going that fast, but the idea that running a mile was not something that could brake me anymore was truly amazing. A year ago just walking to the park would have left me tired and winded, and now I feel like I have so much more energy, which is a great thing considering I have two small boys.
For the past two weeks I have stuck with my running plan and am up to 5 miles on my “long runs”. I have to stop some times, but who cares? I’m doing something I never thought I could do. And, triumph of triumphs? I’ve officially run 100 miles since the beginning of 2014. 100 miles in 3 months. It took me five months to walk/run this amount previously.
It’s amazing what we can accomplish when we don’t give up on ourselves…even when other’s may have given up on us.